Titrating the “God experience”
If you were to look into the eyes of “God” as you are today your identity would burn to a cinder. The intelligence of existence is that bright, brighter than your wildest imagination! Your identity, your thoughts and beliefs must be burnt away. So, if you are on the path of finding your “highest self” or your deepest connection to the “infinite you” titration may be a wise choice. Allowing in just a bit more in each practice, baby steps.
KundaliniSong is a practice of diving into the wholeness of your soul, of experiencing “God”, of reaching nirvana. And we call it a “practice” for that is just what it is, a practice. A practice of allowing nirvana into your experience, of allowing “god” into you. As you expand your consciousness broader and brighter the entire universe begins to open within you; psychic experiences, astral travel, bliss and ecstasy, unity with all that is, higher understanding of your challenges and woes or the experience of “god consciousness”. And this just scratches the surface, as there are worlds available for which I have no words.
There are many practices that point us toward this experience of “awakening” or “enlightenment”. Sometimes it takes life times; sometimes it takes but a second. Some people have the experience one time and spend the rest of their lives searching for it again. Some experience it one time and never loose it again (those lucky ones) and some dance in and out between awareness of all and the mundane “muggle” life.
Before this knowing of “all” can be experienced the “ego” mind must be dismantled and thoughts must come to a deep stillness. Our mind chatter creates a block to greater awareness. Identity must be truly shattered for a time.
To be honest it is quite scary to drop through the layers of constructed ego. That ego will fight you to keep control. There are many tools and teachings that support the ego in quieting down.
So we sit in our practices and titrate the “god” experience. Allowing, bit by bit a deeper and stronger knowing to penetrate our constructed mind.
In KundaliniSong we sit in sangha and allow sound to penetrate our cells, aligning them. We allow the sound to penetrate our minds, quieting our thoughts. We allow the sound to penetrate our life stories, healing them. And with intention we wait for divine inspiration.
There comes a moment when the energy of life, the qi, swells within and from that place we allow it to burst forth in tone and in song. Divinely inspired and guided in the moment. This energy has a place to go, a channel into form, thus creating ecstasy.
But the work does not stop here. Often times this is just the beginning of the healing journey. Shadow work is required when walking in the light, for light will be shinning brilliantly within and more tools will be required. More love will be called on.
KundaliniSong is a practice of titration. Each time you come sit there is opportunity to know your “god self” little truer and a little deeper. Then you return daily life, walk in the world and gather a little more information. See where you need a deeper healing. Then come back again and sit in practice. Open again, heal and grow. Sometimes it is hard work, sometimes easy. Always done in transparency with yourself.